If everyday were like today…………….my kids would not have to worry about me living to 103. I'd take myself out before 60.
FRUSTRATE
1.
a. To prevent from accomplishing a purpose or fulfilling a desire; thwart: A persistent wind frustrated my attempt to rake the lawn.
b. To cause feelings of discouragement or bafflement in.
2. To make ineffectual or invalid; nullify.
That about sums it up.